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Thank you Jan for such a heartfelt sharing of your experience of family and holidays and new growth and old patterns melting away. I feel I know more of who you are and I appreciate the intimate way you express yourself and your feelings.. Much love to both of you from Santa Fe NM

I just got off the phone with my precious daughter and granddaughter in Vermont who I shared the only prayer that I have said for many years. “Thank you for my life, dear God”  Tomorrow I will have Thanksgiving dinner with friends for all my family is gone by either death or distance.  Broadway plays and Macy’s Parade are part of my history and I found both a smile and a tear as I read your post.

This time feels pivotal as though a completely new future is possible.  Could it only be two months since Panache and you came into my life?  Each day, each moment is so alive urging me to allow the Divine to work its magic and to detach from the past and all I know.  Sometimes I mourn, too.  Sometimes, the delight, freedom and love comes.  What a life we have! Full, rich, even delicious with experience.  I sit here aware of my breath and find only gratitude for your sharing.

Dear Jan
  I too watched the parade in Indiana growing up. Its always been an integral part of Thanksgiving for me. I have been to the parade every single year since moving here 25 years ago. It satisfies the child in all of us, the oohs and ahhs when a big balloon floats by. Welcome to our fair city. I hope you go to see the balloons where they are blown up on 79th street. The lines moves very quickly and are very joyful with families, children and lots of adults. Have a fabulous fun time, and please please please, go to see the star orbs at the Time Warner Center at Columbus Circle on 59th and Central Park West, (the big double tower building at the end of 59th street. Go after dark. These multi colored giant star orbs hanging from the 4 story ceiling change color to music, they are mesmerizing and appear to be flying into the space from another dimension, off world. They are spectacular,amazing beautiful and will delight you.
Every year I am absolutely so taken with them and the music is fantastic. At the end of one song, snow like bubbles come down from the ceiling! I hope you can get there I know you both will enjoy it.
I am so glad you are in our wonderful NYC. Go to Central Park, so beautiful. The substrata underneath NY is granite with semiprecious stones, and crystal, which is why the energy is so intense, its a giant crystal! (ha ha) especially on the upper west side. On Monday, Nov. 30 in the Lincoln Center area is celebration of December, with music, tree Lighting in Lincoln Center, and food booths on the street. Our new all glass Apple store is right there, (on Broadway) with music inside. So much to do here. Maybe you can see the Radio City Music Hall Christmas Spectacular. A must see! So, enjoy your time here, it is a city of joy, creativity and excitement everywhere you look.
Happy Thanksgiving!!! Love to you both!
Linda H.

Coincidently, just returned from the star orbs at Columbus Circle. We were mesmerized. The colors, the music and the magesty of the visual display was breathtaking. Thanks for sharing.

For the first time in 30 years I am spending Thanksgiving with my parents. This seperation has been my choice due to the disfunctional nature of my family. But as you say, this is a time of change.
I am thankful for the multitude of opportunities for growth this is affording me. Yes it has been “up, down, and all around”, everything perfect just as it is, tears, fears, angers and all.
Thank you so much for your integrity and truth.
Thank you and Panache for being who you are.
Thank You
Sky

Jan,

You are right.  Nothing stays the same.  Life is constantly changing.  And with it, we change and grow.  I too had to see my 18 year old son off just yesterday as he packed up his truck and moved to New Mexico.  The tears don’t stop.  On the one hand there is a great sadness, for I will miss him so much.  On the other, a great sense of pride.  Proud that he is willing to take chances and stretch and create a fantastic journey.  He is following his heart and listening to the Divine.  And I can’t help but to accept that and be grateful.  Grateful for so many wonderful years of him teaching me so many things about myself and making me a stronger person.  I hope that you and Panache have a wonderful Thanksgiving and enjoy Broadway.  Much Love, Kinda

Dear Jan and Panache, Thank you for your post, Jan. I, too, welcome getting to know you better. My son (only child) has been in New Orleans teaching high school for 3 Thanksgivings and I still miss the days we both lived in Portland. Thanksgiving holds a whole new meaning this year as this inevitable shift and expansion explodes within us day after day. I, too, hit a level of sadness this last week. Yesterday and today I discovered what relieves it: holding dear ones (and not so dear ones, especially them) in the hands of tender love, one by one. Just a few months ago I could not do that with nearly the depth and wholeheartedness that is possible today. I hold you both now.  Rita Heinz

Dear Jan, Your post is just what I needed to read tonight.  Love, Mical

Thank you Jan… never been there for the parade.
Sounds like it was a fun and exciting thing for you both to do.  Your writing makes me feel like I was there.  Thank you both so much for all your hard work and I am grateful I have been around you this year!! xoxoxoxoxo

Dearest Jan and Panache,
I am grateful for the community that is growing around the work of The Divine. Yesterday I got to experience being in the presence of several people who I have met at your events. Thank you for sharing and empowering us to share our gift in our unique ways. Please allow me to give a ‘shout out’ to Jeff Deen. Through Jeff and his workshop called the Healing Drum I had another direct experience with the Divine. These things are happening more and more, especially after The Florida Gathering. Another what I think is called a download happened during an invocation at Kabbalah class. Thanks for putting me in touch with the possibility of experiencing the bliss of Larry. Love to all.

Peace and Greetings!

Yes, me too!  Experiencing “different”!  Gluten Free Chicken Tenders and a big pot of fresh Kale Greens, Apple Cider, and “Cookie ” Cream Ice Cream”...What a great thanksgiving to feel the freedom of “being out of the box?!  Whooopeeee!

Thanks Jan for sharing your Blessings and Greatness…all the best to the family…Happy Giving Thanks Day!  We are witnessing, arent we?!

Peace,

Yumnah El
Tamarac, Florida

Jan - thanks so much for the sharing! I experienced some amazing miracles on Thanksgiving Day, also. My daughter’s fiance has made huge changes in his life since I came back from orlando. On Thanksgiving spent at his parents home in NC I watched his parents find new ways of expressing their love for their son which lifted him up in a way he has longed for and never had.  The blessings of Love that are filling us all are amazing and I am so happy that you and Panache had a fun trip to NYC and I love that we are all embracing new feelings, new experiences and new Life through the sharing of the gift of Love that you and Panache do so well. Blessings to you both, my sister - Em

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