Panache Blog

Panache once told me, “You can lie to the world, but you can’t lie to yourself!” When you’ve been pretending to be someone you’re not for so long it’s hard to be real with yourself.  For the majority of my 26yrs of life I’ve been looking for acceptance outside of me from friends, family, boyfriends, etc. I’ve paraded around like I was perfect and better than others, I’ve avoided my issues, and even dumbed myself down to a lower level of consciousness so that I wouldn’t stick out. I’ve been holding back from speaking truth because I was afraid people would think I’m a freak. They’d find out who I really was and they’d burn me like a witch! During the Global Gathering these fears & insecurities arose from within me giving me the opportunity to be real with myself and let it go. I want to thank everyone at the Global Gathering who was yelling, stomping, jumping, clapping, singing, OM-ing, and speaking in tongues. You guys scared the crap out of me! At one point during the session I said to myself, “These people are freaks!” It’s how I felt about myself, but deep down I wanted to be free like them.  I feel I have more courage than ever to be myself.  I’m going to speak the truth, and share the Divine Love as I feel guided to, no matter what anyone thinks.  All I can be is me. I’m a spiritual freak, a Jesus freak, and I love me for it. There is an amazing freedom in being yourself.  Love and Light, Sabrina

Because I was dealing with a broken foot I was not planning to go to the Global Gathering. Again, “I” was not planning, however God had other plans for me. We drove up from Florida and entered into a completely different world. A dimension of Love, a feeling that would grow and grow during the weekend. For me I was feeling great, really connected feeling waves of Love and Bliss. During lunch Panache said to me that I needed to feel the pain, and the sadness, but all I felt was peace, love and joy, even though my wife did not want to speak with me on Saturday. My weekend was filled with such Love. I felt it from within as well as from everyone there. But no pain, no suffering. So back to Florida we went feeling Great! On Thursday it was quite clear that I had to call my Father. We have not spoken in several years. The one thing I have always wanted from him is for him to tell me that he Loves me and that he is Proud of me. This he has never done, not even after we spoke. Sharing this and other things with him brought up such sadness, the tears were flowing like a river out of control. I was an absolute mess. We hung up, and I collapsed to the floor. Panache mentioned during the weekend that some of us would walk back to the Dome while other would crawl. Well I was crawling, nothing like a delayed reaction. I awoke feeling like a freight train just went back and forth over my head and body, and yet I felt such a feeling of peace and love. So I Thank You Panache for being there and helping me become the Best me I can. Without you I would still be a sad, angry, fearful person. So Thank You, Thank You, Thank You. I Love You With All My Heart!!!
James

During the Believe to Receive session on Saturday afternoon, I was mildly surprised to find myself standing when Panache asked for “catchers,” because my right knee does not support my easily getting up and down from the floor.  However, I trust my inner guidance and knew all would be well regardless of the situation.  I was not surprised to discover that we “catchers” were the first to have our energy shifted and was amused at the marvelous way my Inner Self gets me to participate in situations I might otherwise avoid. Observing Panache walk the counterclockwise circuit in the room was entrancing, and his periodically directing us to take deep breaths (I noticed three each time) was also entrancing, since my inner directive to go into trance uses the same words Panache used.  I felt very comfortable, warm, and supported by my own happy Inner Being enhanced by Panache’s energy flow.  Experiencing the heart adjustment Panache made for me was fascinating and wonderful, and trusting myself, it was easy to allow myself to be guided to the floor by Dana and another strong man, observing that, suddenly, my knees just relaxed, and I was floating downward.  Lying with my head in the flow of Light that rises from the Earth through the very center of the dome was as cleansing as it has always been for me throughout the years. Once we began the second session, Align with the Divine, I knew that first session had been a perfect preparation, and that I could feel my own Divinity flowing in around and through all parts of my life.  Panache again worked on subtle energies in my heart and directed me three times in just the tiniest whisper to remember, remember, remember. This was the time to remember that Divine Love again that is every part of my being.  Panache’s awareness of what each individual needs is incredibly amazing.  Watching him observe each person and create just what is needed for each one was fascinating and rewarding.

The venue of United Research’s Light Center in Black Mountain, NC, was the perfect place for Panache to begin this year’s four Global Gatherings.  I could sense Jim Goure’s presence joyfully smiling in the knowledge that this incredibly beautiful and wonderful man, Panache Desai, and his wife and staff are carrying forward the work he began long ago.  I watched awakenings, discovery, clearing, and empowerment for every person attending those two sessions, and I know that the Sunday sessions must have been even more powerful for the many who were able to stay.

Panache’s work helping us reach multidimensional changes within ourselves is incredibly effective, potent, and important during this period of planetary change and enlightment.  Meeting him and Jan feels like another homecoming, and communicating my experience of Panache’s work to others will be the greatest pleasure.  Knowing we are the Divine in action is nourishing and sustaining.

Panache, I sit here smiling as I write this note, knowing there are no words to truly express the depth of my experience, my gratitude for your service to humanity and our planet, and my gratitude that still another enlightened human walks the planet spreading joy, laughter, and love.

Oh, a postscript for you, Panache.  When you gave us homework of going home and putting our photos on our altars with a garland and incense, I had to chuckle.  Just after my 62nd birthday last June, I returned to Glamour Shots for a photo session.  I’d had them when I was 40 and decided to gift myself with the beauty of such photos again.  My next visit to GS will be at age 80.  About three weeks ago, I placed one favorite photo on my main altar, and the place it fit was right behind my incense.  Somehow, I’d already acknowledged your instruction before we’d even met.  Sunday night, I added a garland of kukui beads painted with flowers to the photo frame.  I chuckle every time I walk by, breathe deeply of the Divine essence that is me, and send you love and laughter! AlishA

I received the most incredible insights this past week-end in Black Mountain and have been catapulted to an entirely new way of interacting with people and the Earth. I finally got it that no person, being, entity, thought form or anything can ever hurt me again on a psychic level and that I need never again fear to listen to people’s problems, offer help with their illnesses or simply be in the presence of people who are sad, depressed, or angry because I can now simply let their feelings and emotions flow through me and be released without having to keep them or “take them on.” Breakthroughs occurred on Sunday when you had us receive love.  I have been working diligently for several years to be able to accept love so I was able to do that but what amazed me was that I experienced myself for the first time as pure light and love.  When you touched my heart chakra, the energy shifted from coming in through my crown chakra as love to going out from my heart chakra.  I felt myself expanding not up and out but sideways until I just got bigger and bigger and contained everything and everyone and for a few precious moments I just was love as a vibration.  I didn’t have to think or do anything,  I was just pure, vibrating energy.  That was so wonderful.  For a few moments, I experienced myself as I truly am!

I wanted to tell you both what a Wonderful Experience this gathering was for me. I am just electrified with energy and love. This was a life changing experience for me!

The weekend with you in NC was most beautiful! Thank you so much.

I was ready to leave Sunday morning after the hike in the woods.  I felt electrified.  Every cell in my body was vibrating.  I felt supercharged. I discovered that what I released in Englewood was just the tip of the iceberg.  The more one releases the more there is to release. I think anger/fear is the reason for my weight gain. I have a lot of anger and that scares me. It scares me because I am afraid of hurting others and losing control of myself.  I had to laugh when I realized the control part.  Anger hurts in my world.  I am like everyone else.  I am not special.  We are all locked in behind our walls seeing everyone else as an enemy.  No wonder the world operates the way it does.

I want very much to thank Panache, Jan, JC and the Light Center staff for creating an incredible weekend!

Panache was magnificent! He was focused. Determined. Funny. He was all of it. Best of all we got what we came for and did what we needed to do. We “Believed that we could Receive”. We aligned with the Divine. We felt the suffering of humanity. And we experienced the pure joy that an experience with the Divine is. I want more!

The sound system began playing a Tibetan monk toning. Panache very loudly toned with it and I joined in with ihim. An instant later my conscious mind was trying to find my body because the ony thing that existed in that moment was the vibration of sound!

Panache, this is to tell you what a profound experience I had last weekend in Black Mt. My vibration was so high on Sunday night that I woke up and literally thought a UFO had come to take me because of the strong whooshoing sound I heard. Two days ago I went to Pilot Mt (outside of Winston-Salem, NC) and planted a piece of gravel that I had picked up on the road into the Light Center… it said to me “take me with you!” as I processed Sunday morning’s intensive 3 hour session. And I buried that piece of gravel at the top of the mountain and put all the energy into it from the weekend as a beacon of light for the Christ Consciousness awakening on the East Coast. I am ready to serve!

What a great experience! First of all, you talked about the coming global awakening and what we would be doing on the weekend, and I felt like everything you said was just what I had been wanting to hear. I had no idea what to expect from the sessions. In my meditations in the group I felt very deep, with times of feeling very happy. When you went around to each of us I felt the energy before you got to me. When it was my turn I felt that the energy took me to a very deep, quiet, but very full place, lots of powerful energy and almost ecstatic. I have realized why it is so hard to describe these experiences; it is hard because it is not on a superficial level of the mind so it is kind of beyond words. This is the experience I have been looking for for so long. You also answered my questions beautifully and with such love and patience. I keep going over your answers in my mind, trying to understand as much as I can, since these are things that have puzzled me for a long time. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

There were times during the weekend that my whole being was filled with Light.  I felt renewed and strengthened.

My experience with Panache was Awesome!  I embraced the experience by speaking in Tongues and Laughing in the Spirit.  I felt fantastic!  His visit to Jacksonville, FL was Life Changing for many. 
Panache….thank you for sharing the LOVE!