Panache Blog

Wow!!! It was hard to keep my eyes open on the way home, driving to Atlanta, but Alisha and I made it to Atlanta, and she to Chicamauga safely. Spent Tuesday afternoon and evening with my daughter, granddaughter and daughter’s fiance - reactions varied. Chloe, granddaughter, couldn’t stop hugging me and I gave her the amethyst from the table. She lit up when she held it in her hand. My daughter was constantly touching me, little touches, intimate and comforting to her, I think.  Fiance held back, but he is in so much emotional pain I am not surprised. I was gentle with him and he responded to that.  First day back at work, before she said “hello” my boss gave me a 15 minute “talking to” about a typographical error I made last week before I left for Orlando.  It has been tense, but I keep choosing the Divine, and that is keeping me fairly stable.  So much energy running through my body and brain, I feel like I am on quantum warp speed.  So far, I am handling it because I just remember that there is no secret, just feel it, move on, and be DIVINE! WOW!!!  Blessings to all of you.  I’ll check in with those who go in Black Mtn this weekend, travling up with a friend who couldn’t make it to Orlando

Awesome!!! What an amazing weekend together. Everywhere I go I can feel the Divine pouring out of me. Such a gift for us all. My hands are vibrating, my feet are vibrating, and oh boy do I have a Dragon Warrior appetite. It has been really cool to share the Divine with the Universe, it feels great. I am so grateful, and honored for this Blessed Gift. There is only one thing left to say….....THANK YOU!!!

I drove back from Orlando to Fort Lauderdale on Sunday and by the time I got home the rapture I was feeling told me through direct knowing.  It was very intense for 3 days,  I did not need sleep much or eat much food. I was feeling total joy.  I was writing feverishly pages and pages about 90 some so far. At the beginning it was so intense I remember wondering if I was going the way of Jack Nicholson in the movie “The Shining.”  I could feel a barrage of thousands of memories reintegrating, the pain releasing, and the truth about what was really happening.  In waves over and over and over again.  I have been journalizing the experience. Having screams of joy that caused my cat’s hair to stand on end; and crying tears of joy, and thanksgiving to be involved consciously in the most noble of pursuits on the planet earth.  I am honored to be a FEARLESS DRAGON WARRIOR and a HUMANITARIAN OF LIGHT.  This is why I came to earth.  It felt so good that I did not take my antidepressant for the last 4 days. And because the energy felt so good I did not want to sleep.  I no longer need them. And I have been on and off anti-depressants for 13 years.  Even my cat is more loving.  Although he did freak out when I was dancing around screaming and chanting in tongues.

I keep having people cross my path who need help, healing and love. I share without letting them know I am sending them Divine Love. People in phsycial pain in the gym, a landscape client who is in emotional pain and won’t let me postpone my meeting with her to another day. I was in the middle of finishing up a sod installation and had to drop what I was doing to go see her, as she was nearly hysterical. After sending the Divine Love energy to her during the drive and when I met with her she calmed down and seemed more at peace.

I am being awakened in the middle of the night to work on people. I am sending the Divine as I exhale with every breath. It is becoming a way of life. I am grateful to be of service.

I did not mention the details of the help that people need, a woman whose legs were amputated, a client in a loveless marriage who realized she was at the end of the road, a son who cannot live in integrity and honor his commitments. So many are in need.

I had a difficult time adjusting to being home, feeling like I was being recalibrated and downloaded. I missed our soul family. The closesness of so many. The chanting was playing over and over in my head. It was a very powerful weekend. Sending the Divine is natural like a breath.

I felt a lot of anger at first about all the words. So many words and conversations at the sessions it all but confused me. My mind just got overwhelmed. My mind has never served me well to connect me to the Divine.  Finally on Thursday came the calm, the peace, the ease. Thank you so much for taping the weekend. I was having serious issues of feeling worthy to be there and felt it was difficult for me to receive because of that. The crowd was also hard for me. Listening to the cd’s was wonderful and I am so very grateful you taped it for us. My Partner Cary as been glowing. I was the grumpy one there. Things are shifting and I am grateful. I so appreciated the night of people sharing their gifts freely and they all were so very healing to me.  We had two of our dogs, Kaila and Jojo with us there in the hotel and they are also shining brightly. I kepted seeing them in the sessions with us.  Cary, I, Kaila and Jojo are so very, very, grateful. Thank you to everyone for everything.

I love you, Shri Shri Misfit!!

I love my divinity, my perfection…...I just wrote on another website that I am enjoying my beingMESS!
mmmm…whata Soul Signature…:):)

Thank you Panache for bringing us all together and showing me how to open to my awesomeness. I am floating on air. I find when I begin a conversation with I love you and end it with I love you there are no conflicts or hurt feelings. Somehow everyone is understanding me and our goals at hand. Everyone moving in absolute perfect harmony! WILD AND WONDERFUL! Thank you everyone for sharing. I love you all and wish you oneness.

Everything’s Divine.  The Divine’s in charge!  Thank you thank you to everyone who made it possible for me to attend the weekend in Orlando.  It was like a giant slumber party - the best slumber party ever. 

Back home, life kicks in and I take it in my stride.  I’m looking at everything as if seeing it for the first time. I love looking at people’s faces.

The dog can’t get enough of me. 

xox

Hi My Dear Panache,

Sunday at just after midnight (Monday), I was permeated by the Divine in white light. For the next two hours, I was given wave after wave of energy that I received, gave thanks and reciprocated Love back in gratitude. The waves of energy were so intense, as if, I was receiving an electric zap of energy.

The beauty during this reception, I profoundly sense the tenderness and receive this Divine in what I can take at that moment.

In those two hours of continuous waves, with one to two minutes between of relaxing as I gave thanks, I received messages in the white light. The white light is, I understood, the Creator, Divine, God. After the pure white light conveyed thought to my mind, I then received orbs of information that arrived to me like individual messengers holding something that would be later needed. They, the orbs, I sense joy within in them, in their part of delivery of what is to be facilitated. They are of different sizes and colors, individual energies of spirit on a different level.

After the two hours of non-stop waves of energy completed the first round, the waves became much less intense and allowed me to sleep. However, they continue to roll in even now as I write this to you.

For me, this transformation began two years ago and today, I feel as if I have returned into that of a new awareness and consciousness. That is, the beginning of something very beautiful and Divine. I even feel the excitement of the Creator, Divine, God.

I am in awe!
Love in Light, Richard

I can feel the Divine Awesomeness coursing through
my viens.. really!! All that is left to say is Thank You and I Love You shri shri shri shri maha panachegi!! 
The Divine is Awesome..xoxoxoxo

I thought my tears of love and gratitude would never stop, but there probably will be more. What a time we had of work and play. Despite Arjuna on the battlefield and our Kung Fu Panda, “Dragon Warrior” seems appropriate for me since I come from a military family.

I feel I’m in a delicate state. While energy pulsates through my body, there is the stillness in the background, always the stillness and the two forces seem equally palpable. Despite having trouble sleeping, I have plenty of energy during the day, and even forget to eat. I miss my fellow ”prophets of light.” That long thin golden thread that binds us all together can never be broken no matter where we are. Panache, it doesn’t seem possible that you have expanded even more, but yes, your effulgence burns even brighter! You are Amazing Grace.

Grateful as ever, as I watch the lotus continue to open petal by petal.  Susan S.

Something inside me is stirring like crazy.  I feel like a switch inside me has been turned on.  It was like a momentum that was building faster and faster but was locked up inside and has finally been released.  I find my self speechless but feeling like I have so much to say.  Just trusting and allowing whatever needs to flow out come as it is has been the result of this release of pressure.  I feel amazing gratitude to everyone and everything.  I know that I have been at the jumping off point of my life for a while and its like I have jumped but just as I started to fall I grabbed the edge again and am now holding on with only one finger that is quickly slipping off all that I once held on to.  This is a exhilarating feeling and my heart has been pumping like a machine that is about to blow up.  Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow Panache
Kathleen and I are deeply humbled that we could share in the Global Event. We have been waiting our entire lives for this moment. The experience of unlimited potential of collective consciousness that was in that room has brought the most amazing clarity. We are vibrating in levels that we never thought possible. People are showing up and calling for us to share this awesome Love. Our gifts and innate abilities are flowering into a magnificent expression of Our One Light,  One Consciousness and One Love.
We are it.  This is our ultimate realization of Being Divine Love.
We are off the bleachers and on the Field. We’re in the Game Now!!!!!!

Go Soul Sisters!!!!

We Love you . Thank you so much for your service. Big Hug and Kiss to Jan. Love and Light Judy and Kathleen

I left Orlando, driving home, in a happy altered state, wondering if it would last and what to expect.  What I find is as life unfolds, in all it’s ups..( .joy, laughter, and love) and downs…(unnoticed leaking pipe that resulted in much mold in carpet, clothes, wall pictures etc. plus husbands serious reaction to anesthesia)  I am easily able to step into acceptance of the situation after feeling my response, seeing it all as Divine Order and feel the ensuing peace and love.  This is huge and I am so grateful for your gift of this Divine Love!  I have many questions arising regarding prayer & affirmations vs. God’s in Charge/ Divine Order.  I’ll probably call for a session to clarify.  I am right back in your light as I listen to the CD’s…I love you and Thank you with all my heart and soul for fulfilling my lifelong search for Myself and Love and Acceptance and the Divine!  I feel as if I can now fulfill my destiny, as it will be revealed to me.
Your faithful Dragon Warrier

Thank you Divine, Panache, all the volunteers who worked hard to make the weekend possible and to all my new friends & family. 

No major changes other than possible increase in intuition.  Waiting and observing & sometimes getting impatient for things to happen LOL.
Hugs and Love to ALL.

Dear Panache and Soul Family,                    There has been so much energy moving through me, and Grace to let go of “stuff.“During my meditation this AM my crystalline Light Being appeared, extending from my feet to about 7 ft above my head. Allowing this energy to assimilate into my body put me down on the floor in “a session.” There we all were on my living room floor with you, Panache, walking among us as you always do, assisting the release process. My deepest gratitude to you, Panache, and to all of you for agreeing to do this together. And it’s just beginning! The grief of a million years of separation is melting away.        In radiant LOVE, Rita Heinz

It’s taken me a while to write, not because I haven’t been experiencing a lot but because what I’ve been experiencing has been (and continues to be) all over the map and wasn’t sure how to write about it.  The one constant is physical - my body has been vibrating/buzzing since Sunday, most profoundly my hands.

My emotions have been fluctuating anywhere from an overwhelming and complete sense of love, gratitude and joy to an agitated state with an inability to concentrate.  Trying to focus on the routine details of life has been a definite challenge, while sleep has been a wonderful companion.  My dreams have been active and insightful. 

So that’s where I am today … all over the map and intensely grateful for every bit of it – allowing all of it, letting it flow through me, meditating and sharing daily. 

Thank you – thank you Panache for all gifts you share.

Dear, MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA WHEW, MAHA MAHA MAHA PANACHE’ G…!!!!  Yes!  I am the Kung fu Warior, AND in my AWESOMENESS!  THANK YOU for a profund “awesome” three days! 

I am still buzzing!  I was honored to be of service to so many at the “Love Affair with Panache”, it was totally in Divine Order!  Eth-Tel and I had made deep deep plans [and we thought it was a great plan hahahahahaha], well, as soon as you asked me if I was “receiving” or “sharing”, and I stated “sharing” the SCRIPT CHANGED!  It was the “order of the day”!  It was the subject of the event—allowing the Divine to Flow thru Us—in order!  The Divine Flows Thru Each Of Us And When We Are Open To Serve, WE DO, and I did.  And it was phenomenally awesome!!!!!!!!!!

I am constantly sending energy to the most profound people and places.  Although I have done Reiki for many many years, there is a Divine Awesome to what is gong on with This Christ Energy in todays’ environment….the greatest experience is that it is truly “THE ART OF BEING”....Now, we can be our AUTHENTIC AWESOME SELVES….what a gift! 

It has from the beginning a “Change of Life”, Panache, I thought this was only suppose to happen to us girls Once…hahahahaha..

Thank you MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA MAHA PANACHE’ G DESAI!!!!

A special thanks you Jan, your Parents, the Regional Coordinators, the Catchers, and everyone else that helped to make the Florida Gathering a PHENOMENAL EVENT…the work that went into it’s creation was very much appreciated by all.  Thank you all very much…looking forward to the next event.

Peace and Love,

Yumnah El

“Tell me your name, and I will tell you who you are!”

Peace!

By the way The Kungfu Warrior has a big Divine Appetite!  Can we eat now? hahahahahah

Peace,

Yumnah El