26 May Being a Trapeze Artist without a Safety Net
When you let go of the need to be approved of, when you let go of the need to be understood, when you let go of the need to be liked, all of a sudden there’s an even greater freedom in the transmission and in the communication. So beyond ancestry, beyond generational patterns, what you are is a conduit. You’re a vessel and a vehicle.
Freedom in its totality and the totality of its expression is being a trapeze artist without a safety net, which means in every moment, surrendering to God. And in every moment, allowing God to express through you. Sometimes there are no words, sometimes nothing’s happening and that’s great. You don’t need to always be in action. You don’t always need to be communicating. You don’t always need to be doing something. Sometimes in the silence, everything is communicated in a greater way than you ever could through words.
It doesn’t matter how old you are. It doesn’t matter what your level of education is. It doesn’t matter what your life has been like, how you’ve lived your life. All of that was the unconscious manifestation of every pattern and every decision that was made before now.
The one thing that we have to overcome always is this insecurity that’s present. Which basically doesn’t allow you to trust your own intuition, allow you to receive, or allow you to tap into your own gifts and abilities. It’s that intuition? The reason why it’s there is because you’re so sensitive and so empathic.
You’ve been looking for validation outside of you, as to what’s going on inside of you. And it’s just not going to happen because people outside of you, aren’t sensitive. Like you, they’re not empathic. Like you, they don’t understand what it’s like to be you. And so you’re constantly receiving the opposite messaging externally than what you’re tuning into internally. Some of you have invalidated your intuition because it hasn’t been corroborated externally by another, even though subsequently it happens exactly the way that you knew it would.
You need to stop invalidating your ability to be a catalyst, to be a conduit, to be a vessel. Believe in yourself and have the courage to trust your intuition once more and to act on it.
Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation.