11 Aug It’s Called Evolution for a Reason
Many of you have spent all of your time being afraid of the past. Feelings, memories, things you went through, the past was the problem. Now you’re hyper-fixated on the future and you’re afraid of the future. Just when you’re freed up enough from your suffering, and what you’ve gone through, you have a problem of what might happen tomorrow. What makes you think that your future is going to be any worse than your past?
It’s called evolution for a reason. Evolution is a forward progression. We’re constantly expanding into more. At this moment, you are not who you used to be. Every future iteration of you is going to be more evolved and more loving than everyone that came before.
At some point we have to realize that we don’t need the past anymore. Some of you hold on to the past like Gollum did in Lord Of The Rings. . . my precious, my past, my story . . . I don’t know who I am without my story . . . this pain . . . my precious, my precious, my precious.
Throw the ring away! It’s not doing anything for you. You just have to drop it when you realize you are not that version of you anymore and you are not making choices out of survival and suffering anymore. The reason the past is so convoluted and distorted is because you were in fear when you made those choices.
If in the moment you are choosing from the present, you will align with the future that is loving. A future that is more aligned with your heart. Don’t use the past as evidence that in the future you are not going to get what you want. Life isn’t about getting what you want. It’s about receiving what you need to ascend into infinity. The Universe doesn’t care what you want. The Universe provides you what you need.
How do you make the most of the present? Don’t make yourself wrong and let go of your past.
Rest in the awareness of your breath for a living meditation.